Three weeks after my mother died, I finally found the courage to start cleaning her house. I had been avoiding it.
Every room still felt like her. Her reading glasses were beside the sofa. Her favorite cup was still in the kitchen cabinet. Even the old wooden clock in the living room was still ticking.
My mother had owned that clock for as long as I could remember. When I was a child, she used to wind it every Sunday evening. I decided to take it down before putting the house up for sale. The moment I lifted it from the wall, something slipped behind the cabinet.
It was an envelope.
My name was written across the front in my mother's handwriting. For several minutes, I simply stood there holding it.
Then I opened it.
Inside was an old photograph. My mother looked young, probably in her twenties. She was standing outside a small house with her arm around a little girl. I turned the photograph over. There were six words written on the back.
“Tell her when she is ready.” I looked at the little girl again. Something about her face felt strangely familiar. Then I noticed her eyes.
They were the same unusual gray as mine. I searched the envelope again and found a folded letter. My hands began shaking as I read it. My mother explained that before I was born, she had helped care for her younger sister's daughter.
The girl's mother had died unexpectedly, and the family had eventually lost contact after the child was adopted by relatives overseas. My mother had spent years trying to find her. Then, only months before she died, she finally had. The little girl in the photograph was now a woman living less than two hours away from me.
At the bottom of the letter was a phone number. I sat on the living room floor for almost an hour.
Then I called.
A woman answered.
I told her my mother's name.
There was silence.
Finally, she whispered, “I've been waiting for this call.” We met the following weekend. She brought another copy of the same photograph. Before we said goodbye, she handed it to me.
On the back, my mother had written a different message. “Sometimes family finds its way home.” I still haven't sold the house. And every Sunday evening, I wind the old clock.
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